know that your salvation is still possible
if you submit your will to Allah / God
the moment you become a Muslim
all of your past sins are forgiven ..
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"Dr Zakir Naik Scientifically & Logically Proves to an Atheist the Existence of Hell & Heaven"
"Is the Qur'an God's Word? by Dr Zakir Naik | Full Lecture "
"DEBATE : WAS CHRIST (PBUH) REALLY CRUCIFIED? | TALK + REBUTTAL + Q & A | DR ZAKIR NAIK "
if you decide to be a Muslim but you think to hurt a few people before that
know that is wrong
that moment you decide then stop for good
say the Shahada and all your past is forgiven
you can't commit such crimes after Shahada too
of course the law of the land will chase you n your enemies but Allah / God will forgive you ..
the past will be ..
afterwards have faith , do good and invite others to do good for heaven .
leave the place of past .. to save yourself from enemies and more sins .
it will bring you peace .the real one