My slut once = my slut forever

Lol the stalker/murderer type I see...

I am hella fucking jealous but i don't want a normal girl but someone able to withstand me, someone crazy because being this jealous and choosing someone normal is recipe for a disaster that will only hurt me asf in the end

Aww.. *Hugs him tight.* Honestly, with how fucked up everyone is nowadays with social media, popularity, attention, fame, beauty, and trying to become rich. I think finding love is impossible for most, particularly men. Women killed relationships, marriage, and chivalry. I think even if you find that type of girl you're asking for, if she's really that crazy or weird, she might not love you in the way you're hoping for. Weirdos do weirdo shit, you know? And it doesn't help that America teaches her if she wants a happily ever after she must find a Chad with muscles and money.

But I understand, I feel the same way as you, I'm also crazy and weird, extremely dark and twisted mentally. I would like someone like that too but I know what that comes with in a long run. It's just not worth your time, money, and mental health especially. Sad to say but most of us are going to die single, modern society fucked us all.

I really tried everything to find love but i always ended up backstabbed. I convinced myself that i don't need it anymore. Yes we are dying single, i guess i made peace with it, i hope to find love on the other side, if i ever even enter heaven. But maybe for you there's still a chance. You are really interesting, a rare gem to say the least, and i bet you look beautiful aswell. Do you know how many men want a girl like you which truly cares for men and, idk. For modern, hurt men, and i highlight, TRUE men, you are a wet dream. Sometimes i look at your bio and just remain stunned, it is not possible to me that such women like you still exist. And trust me a lot of real men, at the right time, will lose their shit over you. The only problem, is that i hope you find someone as crazy as you. Most idiots will look at you and say "oH mEnTaLlY uNsTaBlE gOtH gIrL tHaT's So HoT!1!1 i LoVe MeNtAlLy uNsTaBlE wOmEn!1!1" until they realize what it actually fucking means to date and most importantly COMMIT to an actual mentally unstable person and block you everywhere, run away, and change identity saying "YoU cRaZy FuCk GeT hElP!1!1" like yeah? no shit? you wanted an insane person didn't you? now what's wrong you suddenly remember that mental problems are not a fucking joke? I think you know what i mean. And if you don't please, don't ever date a guy before making sure he is just as insane as you and able to handle you.

So yeah, don't worry, if i ever decide to give this fucking curse called "love" another chance (i promise this time i will not be stupid enough to do it) trust me, i want the weirdest, most maniac weirdo out there.

You're really sweet, hun. And yeah I know what you mean, thanks for the advice also. But sadly, I've gotten to the point where I don't give a damn about relationships or finding someone. As a virgin, I prefer to remain pure. And going through a lot of bullshit in my life, abandonment, poverty, broken home, being a punching bag, no love, and no friends.. I guess it hardened my heart. I'm too paranoid and filled with so much anger and sorrow. I also really really REALLY hate humanity. I genuinely hate most people I come across because most people are fucking assholes. I'm suicidal and also homicidal. I have adhd and I'm bipolar, so I know very well I'm not normal or mentally stable. The only things that helped me in my childhood were video games and music. I've been in a few relationships before but it never made me happy, even if I really liked the person. Something in my stomach always twisted and I felt nervous and depressed for no reason. The only thing that's saving me and giving me hope is the bible. I've given some thought that maybe god wants me to be alone? Idk but shit I'm happier and more at peace than before. With you, I hope you do find her, but life is fucking brutal and cruel, hun

You even read the bible?! wow now that's fantastic i hope you will finally be happy one day cutie pie

Thanks, likewise hun^^ Much love